Thursday, December 03, 2009

I am Losing the Plot

Life is in utter chaos.
Mom's illness shows no great sign of recovery.
The monotony of work and all the lies associated with it are driving me nuts!
Six months back I made a decision with lots of dreams and aspirations.
Everything has gone crazy.
I have cursed and kicked myself umpteen number of times since that fateful day.
Now it is a matter of time!
I am running the risk of being labeled a back-stabber, escapist and quitter by many.
I guess it is just not worth it.
I need to be with my mother till she regains good health.
I need time to sit down and decide what to do with my remaining life.
Too many bad decisions have landed me in this current mess. I need to recharge, rejuvenate and do something meaningful.

It is time to do some serious introspection and find out what my life's true calling wants me to do.

Bye folks!


Neha said...

As soon as you accept the idea that you are in control of your thoughts you will be able to create your own happiness…. Have faith and march ahead. Things will change, as they are bound to change.

Good luck and take care.

mahesh said...

Thanks Neha.
Let us hope for the best.
The prayers of friends and well-wishers are the strongest and most effective.

Thanx again!:)

Aswin Kini said...

Cheer up machi, atleast from here, things can only get better.

There is always light at the end of any dark tunnel. So, hang on!

mahesh said...

Thanks Aswin:)

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